My Remicade infusion was yesterday. And, I saw Dr. Vaidya while getting the infusion. If this one doesn't "take" like the last one didn't, I will be switching to either Enbrel or Humira. I have been researching Enbrel vs Humira. I think I lean towards Enbrel if I do have to switch.
I don't want to switch if I don't have to. I am afraid of running out of options eventually. I am afraid of alot of where this disease will take me. What ifs.....I can't keep working; I get an infection; Rick gets tired of me in pain all the time..... I had chest pain last night after getting the infusion. Was it indigestion? I didn't eat that much. Or a reaction to the Remicade?
Of course, I don't want to discuss this with many people. Most just think I am being overly dramatic or just don't want to hear it.
On a good note, I work 3 more days and then we are on vacation for a week. Deciding if we are going to Presque Isle. It will be fun if we do. I'm ok if we don't.
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